Brrrrring…Wake Up
The Summer of 2021 brought an awakening, the spiritual kind. One that was needed. It came unexpectedly through a minor surgery for an abscessed tooth. I woke up feeling different, as if my DNA had somehow changed. While I was recovering, I received a clairaudient message alerting me that I was at a trailhead and could decide if I wished to pursue the awakening journey I was being presented with or not. Questioning what was happening and whether I was losing my mind, I was at the same time curious about what the hell this was and what it could mean.
This coincided with a funk that had started a year prior due to the end of a five-year relationship. Viscerally, I had a feeling of wanting to scoop out the darkness I felt inside of myself. A self-development opportunity presented itself and after a call with the facilitator I was convinced the course would change my life. I cried a tear or two, feeling a bit of hope for change and maybe a path to the way I wanted to be, not the person I’d been.
The first epiphany came quickly when the coursework nudged me to identify that I’ve been pissed off for much of my life. It twanged inside me with resonance, and it explained so much about my life experiences up to that point. I learned about my nervous system and how I was definitely stuck in the fight and likely the fawn response (people pleasing). Simultaneously my spiritual awakening was picking up speed and served to bring up all the things I’d gotten so good at stuffing down. I had tentatively decided to answer the offer that I now know came from my Spirit Guides and with some trepidation began to put one foot in front of the other on the path to awakening. What follows here is my story of this amazing, difficult, wonderous expedition and how it’s shown me my life’s purpose and the path to breaking the cycle of intergenerational inheritance and healing my family’s estrangement, most importantly with my adult daughter.
There’s also been the development of psychic abilities through the channeling of messages from those that have passed over to the Other Side that they’ve entrusted me to relay to their loved ones here on this side. I’ll be sharing my spiritual postmistress experiences here as well.
My hope is that if you’re in need of facial recognition of where you are and what you’re experiencing that you know you can come here to be seen, heard, understood, and guided by an outstretched hand. Let’s walk along this path of discovering self-love, worth and understanding, healing of wounds, and breaking cycles and re-building connections together. With the mystical lighting the way of course.